Never Close Our Eyes

I wish that this night would never be over

There's plenty of time to sleep when we die

So let's just stay awake until we grow older

If I had my way we'd never close our eyes

Our eyes - never!

I don't wanna let a minute get away

Cause we've got no time to loose

None of us are promised to see tomorrow

And what we do is ours to choose

Forget about the sunrise

Fight the sleep in your eyes

I don't wanna miss a second with you

Let's stay this way forever

It's only getting better

If we want it to

You know that I wish that this night would never be over

There's plenty of time to sleep when we die

So lets just stay awake until we grow older

If I had my way we'd never close our eyes

Our eyes - never!

It's so hard to think this could fade away

What goes up must come down

Why can't we just live life with no consequence?

And always live in the now

Forget about the sunrise

Fight the sleep in your eyes

I don't wanna miss a second with you

Let's stay this way forever

It's only getting better

If we want it to

You know that I wish that this night would never be over

There's plenty of time to sleep when we die

So lets just stay awake until we grow older

If I had my way we'd never close our eyes

Our eyes - never!

You know that I wish that this night would never be over

There's plenty of time to sleep when we die

So lets just stay awake until we grow older

If I had my way we'd never close our eyes

Our eyes - never...

- Adam Lambert

Tomorrow

I'm here to testify 
I can't remember why 

Complete or justify my situation. 

I don't remember when and I can only half pretend, 

A case of now and then, I just need someone.

No solution, there's a saner revolution 

There's no better way but there's the only way, lead the way.

I wanna break down, I'm gonna shake down 

I just discovered, I can't wait until tomorrow comes. 

I wanna take a ride, I wanna kiss the sky 

I just found out, I can't wait until tomorrow comes. 

Spoke out on compromise, just the ego telling lies. 

Confides and then defies, in case you're waiting. 

Guess that it's a time for change 

Remain but change the name. 

This game is where to aim. 

I hear the charge, boy.

No solution, there's a saner revolution 

There's no better way, but there's the only way, lead the way.

I wanna break down, I'm gonna shake down 

I just discovered I can't wait until tomorrow comes 

I wanna take a ride, I wanna kiss the sky 

I just found out I can't wait until tomorrow comes. 

It's liberating, but when it rains it pours, 

Degenerating, ain't gonna fight no more.

I wanna break down, I'm gonna shake down 

I just found out, I can't wait until tomorrow comes. 

I wanna break down, I'm gonna shake down 

I just discovered, I can't wait until tomorrow comes. 

I wanna take a ride, I wanna kiss the sky 

I just found out, I can't wait until tomorrow comes.

Torturusaurus Rex

I feel like a T-Rex.

My arms are too short.

I can't reach you.

I desperately stretch them out for a hug,

that I won't get.

Have you ever needed someone so bad?

Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again 
It's a game I just can't win 
There you are breathin' soft on my skin 
Still you won't let me in 


Why save your kisses for a rainy day? 
Baby let the moment take your heart away


Have you ever needed someone so bad
Have you ever wanted someone
You just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard 
That your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad 
And you're the guy I gotta have 
I gotta have you baby 


There you go, midnight promises again 
But they're broken by the dawn 
You wanna go further, faster every day baby 
But in the morning you'll be gone 
And I'm alone 



Why save your kisses for a rainy day? 
Baby let the moment take your heart away


Have you ever needed someone so bad
Have you ever wanted someone
You just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard 
That your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad 



Every dream I dream is like 
Some kinda rash 'n' reckless scene 
To give out such crazy love 
You must be some kinda drug 
And if my time don't ever come 
For me you're still the one 
Damned if I don't, damned if I do 
I gotta get a fix on you 



Have you ever needed someone so bad
Have you ever wanted someone
You just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard 
That your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad 


And to the guy I gotta have 
I gotta have you baby 

I'm going home

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Time for miracles

My body hurts.

I just moved back to Sweden, a week ago. But I feel a little homesick still.

I miss my family, and my friends. I miss being able to walk around the city I grew up in when ever I want to. 

I guess it's just a phase. That I need to get used to be away from them. It was different last time.

I didn't care. I was fighting with everyone in that city, and I just wanted to get away.

This time I was sad when I left. 

I hope that feeling will let go sooner or later. 

I want it to go away NOW, so I can live my life the way I'm supposed to live it. Here, and now.

I'll just wait.

For one thing or the other.

Let me out of this dream.

Screwed up

Oh my god.

First: They changed this blog homepage thing and it sucks.

Second: ... I went out last night. A last party with my friends before I move back to Sweden tomorrow. It started out pretty good, we went to town and fixed a few things before we bought some wine. Heidi is here this week, and she joined  us in the afternoon. We tried to find a pre-party of some kind, but failed... So we tried to find somewhere else to drink, but by the ocean it was too windy. Every other place was too wet... We ended up at McDonalds in the end!! Bought a coke, and well... Replaced the coke with other beverages.

We went out for a smoke and met a couple of friends! Went back in, consumed the rest of the wine and whatever potion Heidi brewed at home! (FYI, it tasted like.... Hairspray.) Went to Victoria for some pool and some random dude bought us a few beers. Stayed there for a while, before we finally went to our end-station for the rest of the night - Six Pence.

I honestly don't remember everything in the right order (I obviously forgot the beautiful language of english as well, but whatever. You get the point anyways), but I'll try to get it right! Ok, we got there. Good start. That I got right! The girls bought us some drinks, and after a while Marion showed up! Then I had to run to get some money for myself. Grandma called on the way back, and I have never tried that hard to sound sober - ever. I hope it worked.

Glenn and Anna arrived after a while as well, and I was very drunk so I hope I didn't annoy them to death! Some more time went by and Steffen came over as well! Was funfunfun! I am very happy about the night out. I never went out with an empty wallet before, but it worked itself out. Oh well, wasn't empty - but the only cash I had was for the cab home! Yeah. THEN we actually went home! The girls joined us, and I got all sentimental about the move and cried a bit in my drunken bubble.

Slept 'till 12.00 and I am supposed to get workin'. Packing the rest of our shit and clean the apartment. Now it's 15.49 and I haven't started. We had some pizza and watched a movie. Or, the movie is still on, but I'm not that interested. It's boring. It's TinTin. Lena and co will arrive in K-Town tonight around midnight so I guess I have time to pack... I didn't get that many pictures last night after all! I charged my new camera and planned to take lots of pictures, but that never happened... The rest is *cencored*.

Have a nice day. Or week. Or month. Or year, until I blog next time.